Shortly after I moved this major block around abandonment, I started meditating on my own (unguided) daily, usually for 15-20 minutes at a time. During (or maybe shortly after?) one of these meditation sessions, I had a claircognizant experience that really freaked me out! A soul from the other side wanted me to deliver a (long and complicated) message to someone.

I spoke to a friend about this who told me I was essentially trying to do grade 9 homework when I was only in grade 2 or 3. She talked me through some ways to protect myself, and I decided to completely shut down this gift.

I really questioned if my experience was real! I still do, though not nearly as much as when it happened. It took me about 8 months to find a word to explain the instant knowing that I experienced. I now know the wordโ€”claircognizanceโ€”and at the time of writing, I’m still in the process of understanding exactly what it is and how to wield it.