Shortly after I moved this major block around abandonment, I started meditating on my own (unguided) daily, usually for 15-20 minutes at a time. During (or maybe shortly after?) one of these meditation sessions, I had a claircognizant experience that really freaked me out! A soul from the other side wanted me to deliver a (long and complicated) message to someone.
I spoke to a friend about this who told me I was essentially trying to do grade 9 homework when I was only in grade 2 or 3. She talked me through some ways to protect myself, and I decided to completely shut down this gift.
I really questioned if my experience was real! I still do, though not nearly as much as when it happened. It took me about 8 months to find a word to explain the instant knowing that I experienced. I now know the word—claircognizance—and at the time of writing, I’m still in the process of understanding exactly what it is and how to wield it.
Monica Leonelle Grace writes about tarot, card reading, and other spiritual topics like manifestation, twin souls, and astrology.